It's Sherard Floyd's birthday today, our little angel in heaven is surely having a great time celebrating with other angels. I am amazed that the pain, longing, and loneliness I felt when our little boy left us, is still the same as of today. Maybe it is like that way, you learn to accept and live by the truth that our departed loved ones are not coming back, but we still love them just the same, or maybe even love them more than when still had those times we had the chance to tell them how much we love them. Sherard's death is the first one for us (excluding our father's because it was a long long time ago), so you can imagine the trauma and the pain we all have to go through. There will be no regrets for me because I was able to show and tell him I loved him while he was still alive, he slept beside me whenever i got the chance to go to their home on school breaks, and I almost always gave him the gifts he asked for. If only I had or get the chance to give him one last hug, just one.... i would feel better.....

Happy birthday Sherard, I sure miss you....... we all do!